Using brief to gain ideas
The brief is 'Exploration and Discovery'. From this I decided to look into the exploration into the mind and discovery becoming insane. I had the idea of looking into the progression to insanity focussing on a idea relating to the poem Miss Havisham by Carol Anne Duffy which I studied in year 11 English.
Beloved sweetheart bastard. Not a day since then
I haven’t wished him dead. Prayed for it
so hard I’ve dark green pebbles for eyes,
ropes on the back of my hands I could strangle with.
Spinster. I stink and remember. Whole days
in bed cawing Nooooo at the wall; the dress
yellowing, trembling if I open the wardrobe;
the slewed mirror, full-length, her, myself, who did this
to me? Puce curses that are sounds not words.
Some nights better, the lost body over me,
my fluent tongue in its mouth in its ear,
then down till I suddenly bite awake. Love’s
hate behind a white veil; a red balloon bursting
in my face. Bang. I stabbed at a wedding-cake.
Give me a male corpse for a long slow honeymoon.
Don’t think it’s only the heart that b-b-b-breaks.
Taking My photos using inspiration.
I have always found this a very poweful poem and decided that it would make a good piece of art work. The starting point for this project for me, like many other projects, was in taking my photos. I managed to source a distressed wedding dress which was ideal and I think it really makes the pictures what they are. I went to a dis-used lorry park in the place of a demolished factory. I wanted the photos to look aged and rotting. the slime on the wall worked perfectly. As shown in my previous project I have an interest in geometric pattern so I chose to incorporate this into this art piece with the white tiled wall in the background. This also gives a clinical apperance which some would associate with mental asylums and prison cells.
To make the character look even more insane I set up a living room in this rotting area to give the impression that these are the horrible conditions she lives in in reality and in her mind. I places a mirror in the background which has many connotations to insantity, self-worth, ageing and is in the poem.
The photos are taken with low exposure to make them look darker and even more depressing and emotionally dark. My model had very dark make-up on to excentuate her cheek bones and to set her eyes deeper into her head. All to make her look aged and fragile.
The most successful images are where my model really let go and tried to be as insane as possible. The tension in the fingers and the deeply pained expression is quite disturbing to look at. When she actually screamed I got the most genuine feeling in the still. A few photos are shown below:
Her husband has died and her baby is gone. She is living in a dream world trying to keep the memories alive. I am depecting the time that she realises that it is not real life. She is in deep pain and defence.
Art History relating to my work
Before continuing with this project I decided to study 'The woman with the crow' by Picasso. This shows something that I want to portray. This frail old woman is protecting and showing affection to a bird which symbolises death and bad omens. This is an eary painting as the two things don't match and have a strange feel of disjointed connection. Sinister hidden details give a feeling of insanity. Its not always very apparent untill you notice it. The crow is similar to the doll in my photos. The doll has no hair and is quite damaged but in alot of images the woman shows alot of attachment to it.
The colouring in the work by Picasso is of interest to me as sets a mood I desire to also set. This is with the grey tones of the face and deep shading in the recesses.
I found the image to the right on the internet. It is by Bernado Strozzi and titled 'Old woman at the mirror'. It is hard to tell in this image whether the woman is looking at herself with dissapointment at her loss of youth. She still dresses up glamorously but knows she doesnt look heself anymore. Or whether she is admiring herself and is full of pride. I think that the worry in the eyes and symbolism of the flowers refers to the first idea. The mixture of the mirror and the decadent outfit relates well to my photos and theme. I made a copy for the old womans connection in the mirror with carbon paper and ink.
Francis Bacon was an obvious artist to make connections to. His screaming pope series depicts the same emotions I wanted to show in my outcome. I have done a copy to the right. Everything in this painting screams insanity to me. The dark background, the frame around the body, how the pope is clutching onto his arm rests, and of course the face. Also the vertical lines (along with the frame) give an idea of a cage. The man is trapped, maybe in his own mind. The colours in this are very interesting. The brash contrasting tones add to the crazy feel and the dark background gives the impression of lurking secrets and a dark mind and soul. It almost looks as though the pope is on a rollacoaster (not something you see everyday) and it becomes quite funny when you look at it for a while.
I have also looked briefly at the artist Sally mankus, Quinten Massys and Edward Kienholz.
Sally mankus is good at showing ageing and decay of objects which seem to have a sentimental value. This is similar to my dipiction of the tatty wedding dress and links into the location and set up of my photos. She uses food in her work for example the biscuits on the table in the image to the left. This links well to the line about the wedding cake in the poem. Also sally mankus is an installation artist which links in well with my final outcome.
One image I have found by Quinten Massys shows an ugly deformed old woman. She is dressed well but her face almost makes her look like a demon. The appearance of age and uglyness fits into my work well.
Edward Kienholz is also an installation artist who has quite a quirky nature. One piece called the Wait, shown on the right, is something similar to what I want to portray and is linked almost perfectly to the poem. The elderly are just waiting to die. Especially in the case of my character where hur husband has died and her baby is gone and she can not see any way of living normally anymore so has turned to insanity to try and re-live her past. The moment I want to show is when she realises that this is not real life. The clocks for faces is an interesting feature of Kienholzs' work.
Developing my idea
From my photos I created a few pieces of art work in the progression to my final outcome idea these are shown below.
The piece of work on the right is an oil pastel copy of one of my Photographs. The interesting thing about this image is the way she is stretching the veil over her face. In the copy it almost looks as though she is pulling the skin on her face, once again relating back to insanity. It is done on some brown card which is torn and burnt at the edges to give an aged look. The only problem I can see with this work is that it all looks too neat and not dark enough in colour or emotion. I have learnt from this as is shown in my next images.
The piece of work on the left is an acrylic copy of one of my images. I have excentuated the sickly colours in the dress. The image is painted in a mirror frame which, as mentioned earler, has many connotations to insanity and dual personality. I also reflects back to the art history of the old woman looking in the mirror. The thick frame makes her look trapped and enclosed. This pose is defensive as she is hiding behind the veil and clutching this as well as her fake baby.
I wanted to show the progression to insanity so I painted a series of 3 faces from the photos I have taken. (Below) They are painted in more detail on the face but I wanted to keep the hair rough and messy, she is crumbling around the edges. It is painted on corrugated plastic which bends and folds in interesting ways. Also, it gives a nice background striped texture and the semi-translucent is an interesting feature. I have closen to use sepia tones to give the look of aged and yellowed, old photographs.
The piece to the right is painted on the underside of a table which gave an interesting texture to paint on. This was rough and very absorbant. Once again I have put alot of work into bringing forward the sickly colours in the dress. Because the topic of the work is so not sweet, the colours are quite contrasting and eary. I have used the inspiration of Picassos work to give the face a grey tone. I have also used Bacons vertical lines giving the feeling of prison bars. In this case, because they are applied with wax it also gives an aged look. This is something that Mankus does in her work.
The pose is mysterious but the strong connection in the eyes almost beckons the viewer.
The piece of work on the left is drawn on some old-lady style floral wallpaper. I have burnt the edges to, once again age and distress the work. Burning is a symbol of destruction and something I think links to the loss of memories and the loss of her own sanity.
ICT manipulation
The Image on the left uses the idea of reflection and distortion through multiple personalities. The Piece on the right shows the spinster fading out of existance whilst desperatly screaming and clutching onto her life. The image below is showing the scene of the cracked building blocks as her mind with all of the multiples of herself living inside it. This brings acrss the idea of schitzophrenia or a bi-polar personality.
The Exam and final outcome
I have been very lucky in being given the option to complete this piece of work on the wall of the inside of a white tiles cupboard in my school. I decided to use the image that had most overall raw emotion so this is the image of my model screaming. The progression of my work is shown below, I completed all painting in the first 2 days of work.
My final outcome is very expressive and moving to the viewer. The expression and body language is almost disturbing to look at and after spending about 10 hours stairing at it I know it can also make you feel like your going insane too. The pain and tourture within this woman is very apparent. It is haunting and spooky.
I couldn't be more happy with the outcome.